Another day, yet the pain wont go away.
It is a new day, I was having night shift the previous night. And apparently not talking to you was the loneliest night so far. Every second felt like minutes. Minute felt like hours. Hours felt like days. Days as weeks and so on.. We've spent almost 12 whole hours not chatting, except for the times when I guess i couldn't take it and just had to say something to you. Who'd knew I'd have to be so weak.
I don't know how to live life separately from yours, keep having this urge to find out or try to get to know what you are up to. Or where you are at this current time. I wonder if you're feeling the same way nowadays. Although you've already given me that answer, " It's my life " Deep down I am hoping that those are just words that you're forcing yourself to say out.
Or perhaps now, you are truly feeling this way. All I can do is wait.
Everything that I do, every single thing that I see reminds me of you and when I have gone through it before with you. I miss all the moments spent and want to have more time with you. I just can't keep you out of my mind. Not even for a single moment.
I hope all these would stop eventually. And have you back in my arms.
